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Can't help but feel sad and empty and alone and all that emo stuff people talk about in movies and write down in lyrics.































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Trapeze Act

Totally lusting! Need one pronto pronto :D

Jiwa Rasa Gelora

Been having a rough couple of weeks lately.. emotional overdrive with what's been going on in the love life (or lack thereof) and also stress at work causing a lot of sleepless nights and in turn exhaustion. Got a lot of comments from friends and strangers alike that I've lost weight (I haven't) and that would usually leave me elated but somehow this time around it made me... sad, somehow? Because i know it comes from a place of darkness. I had a patient ask me if i wasn't feeling well, that he could "see it in my eyes". Probably just a kepoh uncle speaking out of context but it's little things like these that really get to me lately and that just sucks. Granted, things are not bad, i'm not suffering in limbo between life and death and there are other people in the world who have bigger issues but it does not mean that this little problem of mine doesn't affect me, and too bad so sad i'm going to wallow in self pity. Heh heh heh..

I am intelligent, I am beautiful, and I am strong willed. If it comes to a point where that becomes a liability to anyone and any situation, so be it. They probably didn't deserve me in the first place.

Back to the drawing board

Whenever it rains it really does start to pour. But as they say, God only presents you with hardships that He knows you can handle. So cest la vie, life goes on.

Lets give this blogging thing (yet) another go.

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