Nothing's Gonna Change My World

Sounds of laughter, shades of life
Are ringing through my opened ears
Inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love
Which shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on across the universe

Cuti-cuti Malaysia, or the world!

Reading through my previous posts from a couple of months ago, and all I have to say is... CRY IT ALL OUT and then GO ON HOLIDAY! Hahaha.. There's nothing that a good time with loved ones, wherever it may be spent, can't cure. Mine specifically was good old Melbourne, my usual go to for all ailments in life ha ha ha ;) I'm in such a good place right now and all praise to God almighty for all his blessings.

Career has been great - finally got my transfer back to KL so there's no more traveling an hour to and from work everyday, energy totally restored. Family is healthy and well, good news as well on Papa's end regarding the upcoming project that has been pending for so long. Friends are aplenty and always fun times a zillion whenever we hang out. Rezeki has always been there be it in cash (lol) or kind. Alhamdulillah :)

It's really true that once you put away all the negative people and things in your life that were holding you back and pulling you down and just surround yourself with positivity and happiness, good things will definitely follow. Easier said than done, most definitely, but taking that plunge was the best decision I've made this year hands down.

And, of course, always have a good book handy! The evergreen classic Why Men Love Bitches is my bible currently. Sooooo relevant to all my past experiences (and boy do i have PLENTY!) and sooooooo handy! Comes in mobile format too for quick references HAH!

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Can't help but feel sad and empty and alone and all that emo stuff people talk about in movies and write down in lyrics.































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Trapeze Act

Totally lusting! Need one pronto pronto :D

Jiwa Rasa Gelora

Been having a rough couple of weeks lately.. emotional overdrive with what's been going on in the love life (or lack thereof) and also stress at work causing a lot of sleepless nights and in turn exhaustion. Got a lot of comments from friends and strangers alike that I've lost weight (I haven't) and that would usually leave me elated but somehow this time around it made me... sad, somehow? Because i know it comes from a place of darkness. I had a patient ask me if i wasn't feeling well, that he could "see it in my eyes". Probably just a kepoh uncle speaking out of context but it's little things like these that really get to me lately and that just sucks. Granted, things are not bad, i'm not suffering in limbo between life and death and there are other people in the world who have bigger issues but it does not mean that this little problem of mine doesn't affect me, and too bad so sad i'm going to wallow in self pity. Heh heh heh..

I am intelligent, I am beautiful, and I am strong willed. If it comes to a point where that becomes a liability to anyone and any situation, so be it. They probably didn't deserve me in the first place.

Back to the drawing board

Whenever it rains it really does start to pour. But as they say, God only presents you with hardships that He knows you can handle. So cest la vie, life goes on.

Lets give this blogging thing (yet) another go.

x

Miroir

Totally in love with these mirrored furniture - dressers, fireplace, room dividers.. Aaaaa totttessss love!